Samson ILY 2!

Just a few pics of my son. Aint he da cutest?! Hehe <3 Enjoy.

So DAMN HANDSOME right!? 

#overlyattacheddogmummy

#ily

xoxo

All of Me

Time does make a difference. It doesn't change the past or what has happened, but it slows everything down for you to see, who is worthy, to have all of you.

People come and go;

a promise becomes a lie;

your feelings? all went dry;

and memories are left to die.

It doesn't mean that at that very moment your sincerity wasn't true; it just, didn't last as long as I wanted or hoped for it to. That's what happen when you repel someone so much you begin to grow on them.....
wondering if they could have ever want All of You.

xoxo

Samson ILY!

ELOOOOO! Been extremely busy with uni, work, gym, more work and catching up with friends I barely have anytime for anything else! Had 3 months sem break so I took up a few freelance jobs (Usher for Johnnie Walker's Private Party as well as Receptionist for Health Garden Wellness Centre) BUT!!! Me iz excited! and happy! :D <33333

So I've found someone who doesn't cheat, doesn't lie, won't runaway or leave my side.
He makes me happy with his big GUGU EYES and that innocent look that no one can deny!
So much love for my new baby Samson and to all of you that thought I got a new BF, *Gotcha!* :p (i know im lame) but anyway, Samson is my white miniature schnauzer! 3 yrs of age! Handsome! Strong! Cute! Stubborn! but also Sweet and loving <3

It was cray cray as I went searching for a dog online (took me two weeks of emailing and whatsapping)..wanted to adopt from SPCA or PAWS etc, but in the end manage to get this gorg baby boy from a dog loving family that can no longer take care of him. Discussed with my dad in Sabah and kept it a secret from everyone else until I brought him home. Mummy didn't even know until I introduced him!! x) But I swear, I have no idea how some mom can leave their newborns at daycare nursery centres or with the house maid. Few hours leaving Samson at home alone drives me nuts! I'm so worried for him! :( He whimpers and cries when I'm not around....And don't worry I'm not some irresponsible caretaker okay! This time I made sure I have enough financial expenses, time and patience for him.

Personally, I don't just want a dog, I need one.
Since I'm always home alone and have given up with 'everyone' else, Samson is just perfect.

Pics will be up sometime soon :)

He's such a great dog I love him to bits.

xoxo

Reflect, Resolve & Rejoice.

Yes. 2013 has passed and it's the beginning of a new year - 2014.

It's been a tough, exciting, stressful and emotional year for me. But I'm happy that it is over and I have discovered new things, experienced new experiences and also met new friends that I can relate myself with. Something to look forward to I guess :)

Now time for some self relfection. I'd admit, I'm not those who are fixated on one thing and I'd just instantly call it 'my identity or my style'. I like to try everything and anything before deciding what I want to be or how I want others to view me. In 2013, I went all out. Shisha-ed to the max (almost daily within the first three months), went clubbing (at least once a month), skipped classes for work and even tried smoking cigarettes and cigars on the same day! *dont tell my parents!* Crazy, I know. But at the end of the year, I'm not exactly happy or satisfied or proud of myself. I mean, yeah, doing all these once in a while is fun and thrilling, but...somehow, it just ain't me. I guess that rebellious phase is over and I'm back to your ordinary I-rather-read-a-storybook girl (which isn't all that bad!:p). I feel like I miss a lot of my past. I miss dancing, I miss painting, I miss watching cartoons on weekends and visiting my grandparents and shopping with my sisters. And sometimes it gets pretty depressing and lonesome because I'm usually home alone. Well, this year, I made a list of rational achievable resolutions. lol. I won't name them all here but there are exactly 20 items on the list. To resolve whatever I encountered of felt in 2013, I'm going make BIG changes. Visiting my godmother up in Penang and my father in Sabah is definitely one of them. I don't have the best relationship with them, but I'M GOING TO JUST DO IT. Also, I want to be fit, and I mean it. All my life I've been battling with this 'I'M SO FAT' notion that it drives me and everyone around me crazy. Ugh. Getting rid of that mentality and actually sweating it out would be osm. Another thing to look forward to is taking up a dance class! Been considering pole dancing for a while now... hmm.. One  major improvement I would like to be able to kickstart in 2014 and end it the day I die (hopefully not soon *touchwood*) is to be financially independent. Working and studying full time is a b*tch. Not to mention the stress that comes with it... but! I know I can manage it if I plan, double plan and save. Try saving every RM5 note that you have or receive! (works wonders for me and my friends ^^)

I'm still in search of finding myself and what I really want out of life and I hope, I have been preparing myself correctly to face the immense repsonsibility after I graduate. Meanwhile, I want to put being in a relationship alil more at the bottom of my list. If Mr Right comes along, that'd be great but no rush. I need to love myself before I can love others right? And I can't love myself if I don't know myself. So I guess building my character and outlining my life goals and ambitions is my priority for now!

Before I sign off, I wanna thank my friends and family for always being by my side listening to my nonsense and putting up with my childish behaviour. I know I can be difficult and cray cray at times, but really, thank you for still loving and caring for me. I might not show it, but I do appreciate it <3
And also, I'm sorry if I have ever offended or insulted any of you.

Everyone deserves another chance if it is to renew or better themselves. 

Don't start a new year with a hateful heart;

Start by forgiving those who gave you wounds,

forgetting those who gave you blues,

and rejecting those useless baboons!

hahah x)

Have a wonderful and enjoyable new year :)

Cheers,

Rheabelle. Wu

xoxo

20th Birthday Celebration

Celebrated my 20th birthday (6th Dec) with my beloved family and relatives :) (missing my second sis and dad though!) Im TWENTY already! Gosh! I cant make up my mind to feel happy or worried...lol. The older we get, the more responsibilities right? Hmm.. Nevertheless, Im really grateful and thankful that I have people around that loves me and supports me <3

So basically, I slept-in whole morning and went for lunchie with mum. Decided to dine at Declicious  in One Utama near my house. After that mommy allowed me to choose my pressie! HEHE. She knew I've been spotting Victoria Secret's Gold perfume for a while now so she asked if I wanted that.. I did ofc! But I was also torn between getting that or Lady Million by Paco Rabanne. I absolutely love perfumes *wink wink for my blog name*  (haha not really. bombperfumes was generated by a website randomly!) And as for dinner, my family and I went to Bubba Gump at the Curve! Then finally head home to nomnom on my favourite cake -CREME BRULEE CHEESECAKE ^_^ I definitely couldn't have asked for more!

Flowers from a friend and sister :)

 

Jeng jeng jeng!!! x)

It's from Secret Recipe. GO TRY IT OUT.

 

 wore this to dinner :)

 

Grandps <3

 

Ohana means family

 

and yes... we stood on the chair, shake our booties and gave a speech. lol

my sister's birthday is on 12/12 btw

 

Had watermelon smtg smtg...

and brought back this magarita shaker!

 

Had duck confetti spaghetti for lunch. My fav dish from Delicious

They have sun dried tomatoes in it!!! :D

 

Ended it with strawberry chocolate pavlova

 

Thank you everyone for all the lovely wishes and presents.

I had a great happy wonderful wish fulfilling birthday indeed!

xoxo

 

Heartbreaker

I grew up with fairy tales and true love and believing that theres that one prince charming. My perception of romance and how I want my story to be...is almost too perfect a dream. And yes, Im 20 now (soon to be) but my ideals are still my ideals.

There's this someone..lets call him 'X'. He does things for me. Sacrifices his time, money, sweat,tears, sends me the LONGEST text...everything. He'd get mad and so worry sometimes, he'd even approach my friends and ask about me. It's been a year since my last breakup and 'X' has always been around even before then. He buys me gifts, flowers, plushies, medicine.. Anything and everything. I'm on the top of his list and I know that. But, Ive never seen him in that light. I always took him as someone I can depend on. Of course, he knows how I feel towards him. He knows it better than anyone else.

It's weird between us. Things get so intense. 'X' is often quite and prefers being alone. Introvert, I'd say. Im the opposite, at least I believe so. I'd attend functions, events, parties... I'd stay out late with friends, chill...run around meeting new people and I have fun doing it. I told him, there's too many reasons why 'we' would never work out. His behaviour, the way he expresses himself around others and even me, is very different from how I'd do it- to the extent I try so hard even just as a friend to make him feel at ease. Yes, SUPPOSINGLY opposites attract, but I know this isn't one of those moments.

The more he is 'there for me', the more I turn to him when I need someone to talk some sense into my head - seems as if Im reciprocating. So I stopped. And in doing so, I know it'd hurt him and our friendship (if you ever could considered it that), but what else m I supposed to do?

Sometimes, tbh, it gets a little creepy. The things that slips out, the things 'X' says, makes me feel as if all the feelings that he harbour towards me or for me, has become his Only purpose to live. As if, without me, he has nothing else. Many might believe he is on the verge of becoming crazy and obsessive...but Idk about that. All I know is that I care for him and Im worried. I don't know how to make him understand.... if his feelings for me is So Strong to the point where it breaks him that bad, can't he see? Can't he understand that every move I make, I'd have to worry what he would say or do or react or feel? I'd have to be so cautious so that he'd be happy. And how is that making me any happier? How is that any more different than my previous relationship? (and well, we know tht it ended)

Then there comes all the ' I can learn/ I can change/ I will change'...NO.  Just NO. Idk and Idc what others think or do or believe in, but I, do not want anyone to change for me. Being in a relationship is a lot more than just the element of Love. It takes trust, courage, time, effort etc. Saying that you'd change for someone..is like telling them you're willing to give up years of your life behaving the way you behave, thinking the way you think and maintain that change for as long as you live/ are together. It is possible ofc, just not with me. It is not that I do not believe that you are capable of change, it is  because I do not want you to and Im saying that if the reason is ME, then it's not worth it altogether.
If 'X' wants to change for himself, to be better, by all means, go ahead. But if it is solely for me, what is the point? He needs to find someone who can accept him whole, flaws included.

Besides, what sane unselfish 'girlfriend' (IF) would ever want their other half to be unhappy? 'X' tells me that he will accomodate me very much, that he will understand when I need or want to socialize and he'll wait by the sidelines. Now, try imagining being his gf. How would I feel? I want to party with my friends...go wild on the dancefloor or just chill and play boardgames while my 'bf' sits somewhere far behind at the corner watching me..Is that how you picture a healthy relationship? Cause thats definitely not how I picture mine. And yeah maybe 'X' would be cool with that, but I can tell you I wouldn't be. Im easily affected by guilt. My whole circle of friends know that. My parents know that. HE KNOWS THAT. So ultimately, I wouldn't spend time with my friends, I'd just stop. When it comes down to making 'X' nt be himself to be with me or vice versa, it just...it just wont work. Not longterm at least.

'X' tells me he Loves me. Love, is a very very very strong word. Is he sure? That it wasn't because I showed him kindness when no one else did? When I took the effort to ask him whats wrong when he seems to be in emo mode when no one else did? How much does he even know about me to tell me that? He doesn't know a great deal about me, and yet he can tell me that he loves me. He hasn't seen me at my worst, and yet he tells me he loves me. He can't even understand my principles and what I believe in...so how can he love me? I really, do not understand. I've tried every possible way to understand him, but its just a dead end. (maybe its just my stunted mentality >_< )

It's not any easier for me because I care for him. Seeing him sad and lonesome and knowing its because of me doesn't make shit easier. Seeing him almost everyday in class doesn't make it any better. But idk what else to do. He is such a great friend. So passionate and caring. "A girl in a man's body" he'd describe himself as. lol.

Who knows? Maybe down the road another few years,

I might change, you might too. And maybe then if we collide, Who knows.

Anyway, it's 4.20am in the morning and I SO NEED TO STUDY. or get some sleep. been watching sad romantic love movies lately. Eyes all swollen T_T (no joke!)

 xoxo

 

September Babies Celebration (Part 1)

Finally back home after a long day of celebration! ^^ Happy Birthday in advance to my darling Kar Men <3 Our friendship goes way back and I really don't know where I'd be without her. Being the rational thinker in our small groupie, she's always been there to give the best advice and just listen to whatever nonsense I have to say. Turning 20, I hope nothing changes between us and LONG LIVE OUR SISTAHOOD! :) Stay healthy, cheerful and gorgeous!

Fel & I planned to celebrate Kar Men's birthday in advance because our schedules for the following week was going to be pretty hectic. We initially planned to take her out for a nice lunch then watch a movie (which we have not done in ages!) and end it with a nice hi-tea picnic at Kepong Metropolitan park. But due to the unpredictable rainy weather, we decided to change our plans and go karaoke instead. Kar Men attended a farewell brunch before she met us therefore we just went for KinKin's Chili Pan Mee in Publika. (she really wanted to try it :p)

KinKin's Dry Chili Pan Mee

Not bad! I love the soup x)

Rm7.90

After that, we brought her to Loudspeaker at Kota Damansara and I'm so glad that she was surprised and happy. The last time we went karaoke together was when.....I can't even remember. lol. We decided to combine our 'hi-tea' and karaoke session together so we prepared all the sweet stuff and brought it there. 

Nice anot? xD *proud of myself for the set-up* 

We bought vanilla crepe cake, macaroons, chocolate wafers, fruit tarts, pudding pastry,

red bean bread, twisted bread sticks, grapes, marshmellows, green tea polo bun, 

nougats, chocolates and also 6 mini different flavored cupcakes.

6 mini cupcakes for Rm10

Nothing is complete without marshies! <3

Right after we've spent almost 3 hours singing our lungs out, I rushed home, got ready and head back out for another birthday celebration at Ara Hill. It was a pool party to celebrate Nic's (my neighour) and Yusof's 21st Birthday.

OOTD

OOTD with a smile that you can't really see :p

"Mata-sepet Mr Hunk"

Lil Thomas (he is super adorable I tell you!!) messing with Nic's hair

Birthday boys :)

Look at that cake!! It's so cute! haha :D

Made friends with a bunch of girls.

 Might be meeting them at Zouk tmrw ;)

Candid shot of Adriane (the Mr Hunk smiling in white! ^^)

Anyway, Happy Birthday to both Nicholas and Yusof. 

Thanks for the invite and I hope you guys had a great time.

xoxo

Never Enough Women

Have you ever skipped meals? Have you ever felt the need to hide under dark clothing? Have you tried slimming pills? Im sure, most of us girls out there have done the aforementioned. Getting fit and staying lean isn't easy. Wanting to look good in that pair of skinny jeans and sleeveless top is hard and we all know it takes a lot more than motivation to get the ideal body. What I'm going to introduce to you is something very exciting and new. My bestie who studies in Raffles College have finally completed her graduation project through the production of NE.W.

NE.W which stands for 'Never Enough. Women', is a company founded by women for women. They create fashionable sports bra that is not only unique but also multi-functional. Basically, we all know how important it is to get the perfect fit when looking for a bra right? Well, it's as important when purchasing a sports bra (if you don't wear sports bra you better start! later old already boobs saggy and out of shape then you know :p). But it gets better, imagine being able to wear sports bra that not only helps encapsulate your boobies well, but is also reversible and shines or glows in the dark! And it doesn't stop there, the sports bra that NE.W produces are one of a kind with great designs and some even comes with a detachable hoodie! Osm right?! :D

For me, I do go to the gym every once in a while and try to break up a sweat whenever I can. But due to my health condition, I can't do vigorous workout routines as often as I would want to. What is most important for me when purchasing a sports bra besides having good support is the looks of it. Cmon, if it looks ugly you wouldn't buy it right.....must also look nice in the gym mah ;) Just on Friday I was the makeup artist for NE.W's sportswear photoshoot and when I laid eyes on those sports bra, I was like *gasps, omg! I WANT THEM! GOT MY SIZE ANOT! HOW MUCH?!* Even the model and the sewing assistant really liked the collections (yeap, it was that good ^^).

Instead of making normal plain sports bra, NE.W combined fashion and sports together to inspire and motivate people to workout. And for those who like to go raves, you should definitely take a look at their collection. NE.W's sports bra is absolutely perfect for a crazy partying night out! With all that jumping and sweating, you'd want to wear something comfortable that gives ultimate support for your boobs and also look hot and fab ;)

They have 2 main collections - 'Animal in You' & 'The adrenaline'. Each collection have 5 individual designs which come in only one piece! (meaning the one you decide to purchase in the ONLY ONE IN THE WORLD). The sports bra price ranges from Rm99-Rm129, still very affordable! NE.W will be setting up a booth at Fahrenheit 88 from 25th of Sept up until 29th. Better grab them early while you can!

Here's some sneak peak pictures of the sports bra. I've definitely never seen anything like them before and I love the whole concept. It wasn't only just a great experience for me being the makeup artist but I'm also thankful to be able to be the first few to review the product! Do drop by their booth and checkout NE.W's exclusive creation! (Remember to mention my name too! Maybe can get discount :p)

*Model : Vanessa *

*Photograph credits to Logan Oon (017-6313688/junhang.oon@gmail.com)*

xoxo

The pursuit of Ambition

I'm sure most of you guys have been at a fork road when you had to decide which course you'd want to take to further your studies. I was there too, for a pretty damn long time. After SPM or equivalent to the O-levels, I had NO CLUE what I wanted to be or study or do in the future. All I know was, I love colours, art and everything beauty related (not just physical beauty of human but also nature and objects). We used to take all sorts of personality test to see what characteristics we own which would suite better in certain fields, however mine was always quite messed up which did not help me in deciding what to pursue.

Well, initially my very first ambition was to be an air stewardess. But when I told my family, they didn't seem too fond of the idea (grandma left newspaper cuttings on my table regarding report of an air stewardess who died in a crash and how the constant pressure up in the air affects ovaries and birth rate) lol. Then I wanted to study 'Cosmetology', but my parents felt like it wasn't a proper course to take. When I finally decide to study 'Fashion Designing' or 'Graphic Designing', my parents again talked me out of it saying that it's hard to get a well paid job if you're not super famous and all that. Sighs. When I opted for 'Hospitality & Tourism', grandpa told me it's no good to serve people for the rest of your life and when everyone else is on vacation and having holidays, you're going to be super busy.....Because I changed to arts stream when I was in highschool, I couldn't do engineering or be a chemist or a doctor or anything like that..(even though I secretly know that is what my family would have preferred).

So finally it was between 'Mass Communication' and 'Psychology'. Clearly, I chose Psychology. I love infants, kids and children. I know this sounds stupid but I've always believed that people do bad things for good reasons in desperate situations. There are those though, whose mind aren't as healthy and strong and do bad things with no positive intention...and I wish to help them regain stability. I think that the development of habits and perception are strongest at a young age because it is imprinted and nurtured subconsciously. Besides, most of the cases I've studied usually relates back to certain childhood experience, which is why I want to help treat kids in the future, to make sure they don't go cray cray and act cray cray when they're adults (if possible)  :) People always think that psychologists can read minds BUT seriously we can't!! We read your behaviour and body language. Not your thoughts :p

Anyway, I like having accomplish a lot of things in life (to strike it off my bucket list :p) and thus I have a thirst to try new things and explore. I'm usually okay with having things decided for me but recently I've got this urge to want to juggle the things I WANT and NEED to do at the same time to satisfy myself and my family!

Just yesterday, I helped my bestie with her graduation project by being the makeup artist for her model. I've got to say I'm quite surprised that she (model Vanessa) actually liked how I did her makeup and even wanted my contact to recommend me to her boss! Gosh, even though I have a strong passion for make up, I don't have a qualification or the proper tools! But yet, it made me felt soo *happyexcitedimpressedcombo* <3 Macam that feeling of being good at something ya know? A small achievement makes a big difference!

Me doing Vanessa's make up for a sportswear photoshoot

That really made me do a lot of thinking. Degree in Psychology is just a stepping stone. Despite having a lot of disapproval from my family, I'm still going after what I love to do but only after I've graduated. Meanwhile, I'll do freelance part time jobs (email me if anything! @belle.wsy@hotmail.com) to earn some extra $$$ so I can take up Spanish and maybe pay for my Cosmetology course! ^^ Well, hopefully all goes well! *ps! Wait for my next post about NE.W, a very unique and special sports bra ;)*

xoxo

Youtube Guru's

Morning people! :D Gosh you have no idea how happy I'm to be able to wake up early in the morning today. Finally seeing some sunlight. lol...Due to the holidays my sleep wake cycle is totally messed up. Sleep at 7am, wake up at 5pm and the cycle continues O_O Had some drinks last night, came home washed up then zzz already (for those who have insomnia should try that. worked for me! heh)

So, today I'm going to share about the many youtubers I constantly stalk :p It's nice to be able to watch and read about what others around the world do and what they have to share. Besides, they sometimes do give osm tips and reviews which is worth taking note.

Beauty Inspiration

When I first started using youtube, I stumbled upon Michelle Phan (I'm sure most of you guys already know who she is), a youtube 'beauty guru' who became extremely famous after her 'How to recreate Lady Gaga's look' went viral. She now even has her own make up line! I really look up to her as one of my favorite 'artist' in a way. I would say she's living any typical girl's dream life. Famous, gorgeous, making money out of doing what she loves, being sponsored, inspiring the world, travelling and not to mention her super hot handsome model boyfie Dom.

Not only Michelle, but her sister-in-law who is known as 'dope2111' is also another youtube sensation. She's an AMAZING makeup transformer! She shows her viewers how to look like a celebrity or a character using makeup. I was shocked to see how much she actually does look like Angelina Jolie, Adriana Grande and Bruno Mars! If you're running out of halloween ideas, definitely check her out (and yes, she does male transformation too! how cool is that right! :D)

Besides, I also always watch the 2 sisters - Elle & Blair. They talk about hauls, monthly favorites, fashion week, storage ideas and their makeup collection. They have also lately venture into creating their own makeup and perfume line which is incredible. Being just teens like us, I can't imagine that they have achieved so much and it all started from uploading videos on youtube. They've even published 2 books titled "Beneath the glitter" and  "Where Beauty Lies".

Oh and not to forget the DIY Queen Andrea :D I love her videos cause it's all about revamping and customizing what you already own (saves a lot of $$$). She teaches how to distress denim shorts, how to naturally lighten hair, make your own jewelry and even how to make your own face masks. Even though certain items you can't easily get in Malaysia, she still inspires me to be creative and stay creative! ^^

Life & Fitness Inspiration

I don't only watch beauty and fashion related vids but also those that talk about life and troubles and all the nasty issues we always face. One guru that is always true to herself and honest would be Jarmaine. She is hilarious and weird at times, but I think she's just a really nice person with a strong personality. She's also a great fitness motivator! 

Kassie is also another gorgeous youtuber that I like to watch because she really does her homework and gives detailed explanation. I like watching her videos that are regarding diets, fitness or about happiness. Although she doesn't have many views unlike the aforementioned, she does give great tips and you'll feel educated after :)

And if you're looking for fitness motivation or workout tips, check out Blogilates! They use up-to-date songs and teach you osm routines that won't bore you but keep you sweating and sore. I've personally tried a few of their routines and wooshhh... burn baby burn! lol

Music Masters

TOO MANY talented people who can sing, dance, make music, make covers, produce mashups or even all of them. But these are the few that I really like :)

Kurt Hugo Schneider 

Sam Tsui 

Arden Cho 

LizzyKing's Music Channel 

Passenger

Tori Kelly 

Tiffany Alvord

True & Funny

Okay, so I don't really know what I should categorize the other youtube channels under, but most of them produce short clips and talk about reality. If you want something funny and really Gen Y type, subscribe to them lah :)

Wong Fu Productions 

*apparently Lee Hom was their long lost member! :O*

KevJumba

Nigahiga

MaximBady

DerekDeso

GrimFilm

JinnyboyTV

DanKhoo Productions

Really thankful for having youtube around. It's such a great platform for people to express themselves and inspire others with their personal experience and ideas. Maybe one day I shall start uploading vids too! Hahah joking la, noone would watch LOL! ;)

xoxo

Checklist & Boy Talk

If you are in college or uni, I'm pretty sure you're familiar with your institute's 'Confession' page. Woah.. Sunway Univerisity's confession page...80% all about love issues. Kids these days I tell you, only thinking about relationships :p (it's ok la, I fall into that 80% also) lol.

Admit it. Everyone (or at least most) of us have a checklist. Not any checklist, but The "make-it or break-it" list that you keep in your head and refer to when looking for a potential love partner or soul mate. For the girls, the typical top 3 qualities that I assume is in that list would be 1#tall, 2#handsome and 3#loyal? For the guys, hmm...1#gorgeous 2#funny and 3#smart? Of course, life would be perfecto if we could find someone that closely matches all the traits we want. But that really isn't the case for the majority of us, no? There was once in my developmental psychology class where my lecturer asked us to jot down what is the one thing your ideal partner has got to have and why. A lot of my classmates placed importance on loyalty/honesty and acceptance because without those qualities, a realistic relationship cannot happen. Of course, some also do take into consideration of religion and race (not trying to discriminate here). In fact, that list can go on and on and on.. the more dramas we watch or the more stories we hear about, the more we get brain washed and the longer and more detailed that list becomes. But lets be honest, if you aren't some Victoria Secret model, you can't expect to definitely get a guy who's all Hercules right? vice versa.

*but if you happen to look like them, kudos! 

On the contrary, it isn't wrong to seek for all the good qualities. Human's nature to be greedy and competitive mah. We would inevitably always want the best for ourselves :) For me though, I think the few qualities that's on top of my checklist would be...

1#his smile (If there is one thing I'd notice about a guy, it's gotta be his smile. 

Not the eyes, not the big buff body, but his genuine smile. 

A guy with a great smile is definitely a charmer!)

2#mysteriously-daring (Sounds so badass but nola! xD somehow,

 I'm attracted to guys who'd really walk the talk than just talk the talk. 

I mean, it's nice to have someone who'd be unexpectedly full of surprises, 

even if in weird ways, as along as it's with good intentions!)

3#family first (No matter how bad his relationship is with his family, 

he has gotta prioritize them. I find this really important because one day, 

IF we get really serious down the road and decide to get married or wtv, 

wouldn't that mean I become part of his family too..?)

4#no lies (There is no point in being in a relationship if both parties 

can't be truly honest with each other. 

I need to know if I can truly fully accept him.)

5#stable (I need someone who is persistent to ground me. 

I'm someone who is what my mother would term "wild"

and full of insecurities so it's best if the potential guy 

doesn't have a roller-coaster life and knows what he wants.)

6#scent! (I love perfumes and nice smelling stuff so guy's who smell good, thumbs up!)

* I assume that basic hygiene is a total MUST for everyone so I'm not gonna put it in! Oh btw, (no offense) but I kenot tahan guys with long finger nails..unless you play the guitar..but very turnoff for me! Also, someone asked me before, what if there's this IDEAL guy but he smokes? Well, I'd first want to know the reason he smokes. If it's an addiction or to feel less stress then I'd want him to try to stop because the only thing he should be addicted to is me, and if he feels stressed, I should also be the one he turns to, not the cigarettes. But if it's really not possible, I'll be okay with it..my dad's a smoker so yeah :)

Some of my friends tease me saying that my standards are too high that is why I'm still single. YA MEH?? >_<  Okla, only been in one relationship that lasted a year plus..but I don't think it has anything to do with my standards. My ex is a great guy, and heck I would even recommend him to others! Things just didn't work out between us. He wanted to build his life around mine but I wanted to be building his life with him. But it's okay, no rush. I just haven't found the one guy at the right time that wants to stick around and make everything perfect :) I'm not the type who is into flings and wanting to date many guys before I make my choice. If I'm not up for it, I wouldn't want to give false hope. Preferably, I want to meet someone who doesn't know anyone I know. Sometimes things can get real complicated when your friends know him/her and his/her past cause it fuels gossip and drama. Everyone would be so judgy before you have a chance to really get to know the person. I'm also an old school type. These days people pop the 'Would you be my...' question through Facebook or a text. Seriously? What happened to writing love notes and flowers and ionoo...something special to remember the moment? (I know it sounds cheesey but I find it really romantic! and...mysteriously-daring *ahems* ahah)

Here are a few male celebs I admire ^^

Leonardo Dicaprio

Ever since I've watched Titanic, fell in love with him.

 He plays unique roles that are definitely more on the mysterious side.

(Inception & Gatsby)

Dwayne Johnson a.k.a The Rock

Gosh. He is sho perfect. Just look at how he flashes that smile!

Not only muscular and have a bold personality but also funny!

 (The Game Plan, G.I Joe Retaliation & Fast 6)

Liam Hemsworth

Just so man.. O_O lucky Miley!

(The Last Song & The Hunger Games)

Matt Dallas

Something about him is just so charming! :)

(Beauty and the Briefcase & Kyle XY)

Talking about Beauty and the Briefcase, it's a movie that made me reflect on my checklist and what really matters when looking for someone potential. Stars Hilary Duff as Lane, a fashion journalist who goes undercover to write an article about dating businessmen. Her checklist is pretty long and interesting..invovles sexy accent and having big public fights then hot make up sex after. Not too bad huh? haha.

BTW! Who got watch VAMPIRE DIARIES?!

Basically, there's this phrase that has been circulating on insta and twitter..

I want a guy who is 

Strong like Klaus

Sweet like Stefan &

Protective like Damon

Yes, I'm going to die alone. 

 SO TRUE! hahaahhaa xp

One last thing, I don't judge people until I truly know them. I wouldn't want to be judged for my past actions either because it doesn't represent the present me. But if you're already judging me before knowing me, I guess it tells just as much about you and how incompatible we would be! #justsaying lol. I believe in seeing everyone at their best before their worst :)

And for you single ladies out thr, don't fret! YOUR BOYFRIEND HASN'T BEEN BORN YET!

That's all for 2deh!

xoxo