cool costume! never tried wearing any actual ones before ^_^
with Anita babe :)
Are you naughty or nice? Cause we're your fashion police tonight!
LOL joking joking. Heh.
xoxo
Wednesday, 11 December 2013
Fashion Police Alert!
Hihi! So I took up this cool job as a fashion police for Parkamaya at Fahrenheit 88 (7,8,14,15,28-31st Dec). Parkamaya is a fashion concept departmental store, so do drop by and check out the chic and cool outfits they have! I'll most likely be at the entrance giving out flyers and free vouchers to those who dress up in style x) See you there! ;)
20th Birthday Celebration
Celebrated my 20th birthday (6th Dec) with my beloved family and relatives :) (missing my second sis and dad though!) Im TWENTY already! Gosh! I cant make up my mind to feel happy or worried...lol. The older we get, the more responsibilities right? Hmm.. Nevertheless, Im really grateful and thankful that I have people around that loves me and supports me <3
So basically, I slept-in whole morning and went for lunchie with mum. Decided to dine at Declicious in One Utama near my house. After that mommy allowed me to choose my pressie! HEHE. She knew I've been spotting Victoria Secret's Gold perfume for a while now so she asked if I wanted that.. I did ofc! But I was also torn between getting that or Lady Million by Paco Rabanne. I absolutely love perfumes *wink wink for my blog name* (haha not really. bombperfumes was generated by a website randomly!) And as for dinner, my family and I went to Bubba Gump at the Curve! Then finally head home to nomnom on my favourite cake -CREME BRULEE CHEESECAKE ^_^ I definitely couldn't have asked for more!
So basically, I slept-in whole morning and went for lunchie with mum. Decided to dine at Declicious in One Utama near my house. After that mommy allowed me to choose my pressie! HEHE. She knew I've been spotting Victoria Secret's Gold perfume for a while now so she asked if I wanted that.. I did ofc! But I was also torn between getting that or Lady Million by Paco Rabanne. I absolutely love perfumes *wink wink for my blog name* (haha not really. bombperfumes was generated by a website randomly!) And as for dinner, my family and I went to Bubba Gump at the Curve! Then finally head home to nomnom on my favourite cake -CREME BRULEE CHEESECAKE ^_^ I definitely couldn't have asked for more!
Flowers from a friend and sister :)
Jeng jeng jeng!!! x)
It's from Secret Recipe. GO TRY IT OUT.
wore this to dinner :)
Grandps <3
Ohana means family
and yes... we stood on the chair, shake our booties and gave a speech. lol
my sister's birthday is on 12/12 btw
Had watermelon smtg smtg...
and brought back this magarita shaker!
Had duck confetti spaghetti for lunch. My fav dish from Delicious
They have sun dried tomatoes in it!!! :D
Ended it with strawberry chocolate pavlova
Thank you everyone for all the lovely wishes and presents.
I had a great happy wonderful wish fulfilling birthday indeed!
xoxo
Thursday, 5 December 2013
Heartbreaker
I grew up with fairy tales and true love and believing that theres that one prince charming. My perception of romance and how I want my story to be...is almost too perfect a dream. And yes, Im 20 now (soon to be) but my ideals are still my ideals.
There's this someone..lets call him 'X'. He does things for me. Sacrifices his time, money, sweat,tears, sends me the LONGEST text...everything. He'd get mad and so worry sometimes, he'd even approach my friends and ask about me. It's been a year since my last breakup and 'X' has always been around even before then. He buys me gifts, flowers, plushies, medicine.. Anything and everything. I'm on the top of his list and I know that. But, Ive never seen him in that light. I always took him as someone I can depend on. Of course, he knows how I feel towards him. He knows it better than anyone else.
It's weird between us. Things get so intense. 'X' is often quite and prefers being alone. Introvert, I'd say. Im the opposite, at least I believe so. I'd attend functions, events, parties... I'd stay out late with friends, chill...run around meeting new people and I have fun doing it. I told him, there's too many reasons why 'we' would never work out. His behaviour, the way he expresses himself around others and even me, is very different from how I'd do it- to the extent I try so hard even just as a friend to make him feel at ease. Yes, SUPPOSINGLY opposites attract, but I know this isn't one of those moments.
The more he is 'there for me', the more I turn to him when I need someone to talk some sense into my head - seems as if Im reciprocating. So I stopped. And in doing so, I know it'd hurt him and our friendship (if you ever could considered it that), but what else m I supposed to do?
Sometimes, tbh, it gets a little creepy. The things that slips out, the things 'X' says, makes me feel as if all the feelings that he harbour towards me or for me, has become his Only purpose to live. As if, without me, he has nothing else. Many might believe he is on the verge of becoming crazy and obsessive...but Idk about that. All I know is that I care for him and Im worried. I don't know how to make him understand.... if his feelings for me is So Strong to the point where it breaks him that bad, can't he see? Can't he understand that every move I make, I'd have to worry what he would say or do or react or feel? I'd have to be so cautious so that he'd be happy. And how is that making me any happier? How is that any more different than my previous relationship? (and well, we know tht it ended)
Then there comes all the ' I can learn/ I can change/ I will change'...NO. Just NO. Idk and Idc what others think or do or believe in, but I, do not want anyone to change for me. Being in a relationship is a lot more than just the element of Love. It takes trust, courage, time, effort etc. Saying that you'd change for someone..is like telling them you're willing to give up years of your life behaving the way you behave, thinking the way you think and maintain that change for as long as you live/ are together. It is possible ofc, just not with me. It is not that I do not believe that you are capable of change, it is because I do not want you to and Im saying that if the reason is ME, then it's not worth it altogether.
If 'X' wants to change for himself, to be better, by all means, go ahead. But if it is solely for me, what is the point? He needs to find someone who can accept him whole, flaws included.
Besides, what sane unselfish 'girlfriend' (IF) would ever want their other half to be unhappy? 'X' tells me that he will accomodate me very much, that he will understand when I need or want to socialize and he'll wait by the sidelines. Now, try imagining being his gf. How would I feel? I want to party with my friends...go wild on the dancefloor or just chill and play boardgames while my 'bf' sits somewhere far behind at the corner watching me..Is that how you picture a healthy relationship? Cause thats definitely not how I picture mine. And yeah maybe 'X' would be cool with that, but I can tell you I wouldn't be. Im easily affected by guilt. My whole circle of friends know that. My parents know that. HE KNOWS THAT. So ultimately, I wouldn't spend time with my friends, I'd just stop. When it comes down to making 'X' nt be himself to be with me or vice versa, it just...it just wont work. Not longterm at least.
'X' tells me he Loves me. Love, is a very very very strong word. Is he sure? That it wasn't because I showed him kindness when no one else did? When I took the effort to ask him whats wrong when he seems to be in emo mode when no one else did? How much does he even know about me to tell me that? He doesn't know a great deal about me, and yet he can tell me that he loves me. He hasn't seen me at my worst, and yet he tells me he loves me. He can't even understand my principles and what I believe in...so how can he love me? I really, do not understand. I've tried every possible way to understand him, but its just a dead end. (maybe its just my stunted mentality >_< )
It's not any easier for me because I care for him. Seeing him sad and lonesome and knowing its because of me doesn't make shit easier. Seeing him almost everyday in class doesn't make it any better. But idk what else to do. He is such a great friend. So passionate and caring. "A girl in a man's body" he'd describe himself as. lol.
There's this someone..lets call him 'X'. He does things for me. Sacrifices his time, money, sweat,tears, sends me the LONGEST text...everything. He'd get mad and so worry sometimes, he'd even approach my friends and ask about me. It's been a year since my last breakup and 'X' has always been around even before then. He buys me gifts, flowers, plushies, medicine.. Anything and everything. I'm on the top of his list and I know that. But, Ive never seen him in that light. I always took him as someone I can depend on. Of course, he knows how I feel towards him. He knows it better than anyone else.
It's weird between us. Things get so intense. 'X' is often quite and prefers being alone. Introvert, I'd say. Im the opposite, at least I believe so. I'd attend functions, events, parties... I'd stay out late with friends, chill...run around meeting new people and I have fun doing it. I told him, there's too many reasons why 'we' would never work out. His behaviour, the way he expresses himself around others and even me, is very different from how I'd do it- to the extent I try so hard even just as a friend to make him feel at ease. Yes, SUPPOSINGLY opposites attract, but I know this isn't one of those moments.
The more he is 'there for me', the more I turn to him when I need someone to talk some sense into my head - seems as if Im reciprocating. So I stopped. And in doing so, I know it'd hurt him and our friendship (if you ever could considered it that), but what else m I supposed to do?
Sometimes, tbh, it gets a little creepy. The things that slips out, the things 'X' says, makes me feel as if all the feelings that he harbour towards me or for me, has become his Only purpose to live. As if, without me, he has nothing else. Many might believe he is on the verge of becoming crazy and obsessive...but Idk about that. All I know is that I care for him and Im worried. I don't know how to make him understand.... if his feelings for me is So Strong to the point where it breaks him that bad, can't he see? Can't he understand that every move I make, I'd have to worry what he would say or do or react or feel? I'd have to be so cautious so that he'd be happy. And how is that making me any happier? How is that any more different than my previous relationship? (and well, we know tht it ended)
Then there comes all the ' I can learn/ I can change/ I will change'...NO. Just NO. Idk and Idc what others think or do or believe in, but I, do not want anyone to change for me. Being in a relationship is a lot more than just the element of Love. It takes trust, courage, time, effort etc. Saying that you'd change for someone..is like telling them you're willing to give up years of your life behaving the way you behave, thinking the way you think and maintain that change for as long as you live/ are together. It is possible ofc, just not with me. It is not that I do not believe that you are capable of change, it is because I do not want you to and Im saying that if the reason is ME, then it's not worth it altogether.
If 'X' wants to change for himself, to be better, by all means, go ahead. But if it is solely for me, what is the point? He needs to find someone who can accept him whole, flaws included.
Besides, what sane unselfish 'girlfriend' (IF) would ever want their other half to be unhappy? 'X' tells me that he will accomodate me very much, that he will understand when I need or want to socialize and he'll wait by the sidelines. Now, try imagining being his gf. How would I feel? I want to party with my friends...go wild on the dancefloor or just chill and play boardgames while my 'bf' sits somewhere far behind at the corner watching me..Is that how you picture a healthy relationship? Cause thats definitely not how I picture mine. And yeah maybe 'X' would be cool with that, but I can tell you I wouldn't be. Im easily affected by guilt. My whole circle of friends know that. My parents know that. HE KNOWS THAT. So ultimately, I wouldn't spend time with my friends, I'd just stop. When it comes down to making 'X' nt be himself to be with me or vice versa, it just...it just wont work. Not longterm at least.
'X' tells me he Loves me. Love, is a very very very strong word. Is he sure? That it wasn't because I showed him kindness when no one else did? When I took the effort to ask him whats wrong when he seems to be in emo mode when no one else did? How much does he even know about me to tell me that? He doesn't know a great deal about me, and yet he can tell me that he loves me. He hasn't seen me at my worst, and yet he tells me he loves me. He can't even understand my principles and what I believe in...so how can he love me? I really, do not understand. I've tried every possible way to understand him, but its just a dead end. (maybe its just my stunted mentality >_< )
It's not any easier for me because I care for him. Seeing him sad and lonesome and knowing its because of me doesn't make shit easier. Seeing him almost everyday in class doesn't make it any better. But idk what else to do. He is such a great friend. So passionate and caring. "A girl in a man's body" he'd describe himself as. lol.
Who knows? Maybe down the road another few years,
I might change, you might too. And maybe then if we collide, Who knows.
Anyway, it's 4.20am in the morning and I SO NEED TO STUDY. or get some sleep. been watching sad romantic love movies lately. Eyes all swollen T_T (no joke!)
xoxo
Sunday, 10 November 2013
Massive Update!
Hi sayangs! I know it's been wayyyyyyyyy too long since my last update, but here goes. Over the past few months, I've been super busy not only with uni assignments and presentations but also with work. Took up a few free lance jobs and even had the chance to work and party in Malacca! Bear in mind these pictures were taken with my handphone so don't expect much frm it!
University Life
"Sexually Explicit Material" Presentation
"Sexually Explicit Material" Presentation
(Negative effects of watching pornography)
Basically, watching porn does impact interpersonal relationships in several ways.
If guys watch it too often, it increases their objectification of strangers/other women.
For example, guys would have a higher tendency to check girls out and have selective attention towards female's body parts. (Prolly that's the reason why they keep looking at our boobies and bottom! -_-) Watching too much porn would also result in a need for more intense stimulation to create arousal, which means, your bf is gonna start asking you to do weird kinky stuff that you might not be comfortable with so its a No No!
Females in the relationship will also be affected. If you notice your guy is constantly watching porn, you're prolly gonna start wondering if he is secretly obsessed with his 'fav pornstar' or if you're not physically good enough for him. And when that happens, you'd feel turn off when it comes to sexy time. (So guys, take note!)
But! If both parties is in agreement to watch it together to enhance their sexual intimacy, it's all good! Communication between the two love birds is the key here.
"If both parties are into it, it's a party. If not, it's a potential problem!"
My osm groupies :)
Camwhoring session...haha check out Darren rocking that look! x)
Theme was red, white and black! <3
love this pic! looks like Mr Boo has two sexy secretaries huh ;)
Selfie while in line for a car wash.
Was after my "Survival Skills" Workshop :)
October Fest at Royal Selangor
Fun night drinking with le bunch!
Guy on left is Leon, guy on right is Yusof.
Both singing their hearts out. Hahah
Work : Team Building Crew at Casa Del Rio (Malacca)
It's absolutely gorgeous. The view, the scenery, everything!
Especially night time when you can see all the lights! :D
Lunch time with the buddies!
BUT LET ME WARN YOU, BROTHER JOHN'S
(or wtv the restaurant is called) right opposite the hotel serves terrible food.
DO NOT GO THR!
Evening view <3
"Building the Bridge" session
Interesting game indeed!
Everyone participated and we all definitely had a good laugh at this.
Just chilling with the client
Was told to drink, Drink, DRINK! x)
We had a really generous client! After work, drank some at the mini bar here,
then everyone head back to the room and had another round of pre-drinking session.
I had TOO much champagne!
Boss took us to Mixx Club and we partied all night long!
With MORE drinks. lol.
I was tipsy and before I knew it, KO.
So chic no? :p
Although I was extremely stressed cause I had to finish 2 assignments within this few days
that I was working, I had so much fun. It was more like a chillax work/short getaway.
My suggestions? If you can afford Rm700++ per night stay, do choose Casa Del Rio! Luxurious ambience and the food isn't too bad! Plus it's located right at the heart of Malacca,
just about 10 minutes walk to Jonker street.
Work : Event Crew for Das Auto ;D
I don't usually do this retarded face, but dahlah. x)
Meet ma Uzbekistan babe Jasmin! :)
Ma gorgeous babes <3 <3 <3
I was placed in charge of the photobooth and I swear....
Some people really act like they've never taken a picture before in their life!
The roadshow lasted for 3 days and the same people keep coming back to take pictures -__-
The event was held at Putrajaya's International Convention Centre,
where there were many talks going on.
During one of the days, SO MANY police officers (like hunreds, literally)
came to take pictures...and most of them wanted one with me.
I've never rejected a police officer before,
but I think I rejected enough to last me a lifetime. *proud* :O
Work : Halloween Themed Runway Model for Parkamaya
Do I look creepy yet?
What about now?
Okay, this pic freaks me out. Fake blood dripping from my eyes >_<
Everyone tells me I look like the doll or girl from Conjuring.. her name is Annabelle?
(idk I didn't watch it)
OMG... my name is BELLE...?!!
It's a two piece btw :)
Happy Halloween 2013!
Besides the creepy broken doll look, it was really something different this time.
They'd usually go with a fun, bright and cheerful look but for halloween, they decided to opt for spooky outfits. After the makeup artist completed my look, she told me I could go act in horror movie. lol. But to be honest, I think she did a great job, because the longer I stared at myself in the mirror, the more scared I got. Of myself. Which is ridiculous, but yeap.
Party Party at Zouk and Changkat!
Checkout le Hunkies ;)
Jerica (Police) and Nicholas (idk as what. lol)
I was a nurse but sadly didn't take any pics!
Vincent & Hafriz :)
Okay, I think this post is long enough. Will update something personal next :)
xoxo
Thursday, 26 September 2013
Update
Hellooooo! I know I haven't been updating as frequently but GOSH. I've had such a rough time this month and everything is just so taxing and hectic. My iphone finally gave up on me and went haywire so I got a new phone...Introducing LG Optimus G! Got it in White :) Was considering between Sony Xperia SP/ZL, Nokia Lumia 925 or Iphone...but in the end decided to give LG a shot. Only had it about less than a week and so far it's pretty good. Most touchscreen smartphones don't have super long battery life to accomodate their big and high resolution screen and same goes for this. But besides that, I'm happy to say that I'm satisfied with this phone. Sleek, angular, thin, smooth and just right in size for my handling <3 I bought it for Rm1399 which comes with the screen protector and other basics. One downside to take note though, is its camera. Front camera is 1.3MP (which isn't anything fantastic) and the rear camera which is 13MP (but when I compared it to samsung and Iphone5, this baby of mine lost >_<). Aiyoo, no phone is perfect....I just have to accept the fact that I can't have it all in one (I'm planning to buy a digital camera sometime soon so it's ok! :p).
Okay, handphones aside, I just CANT HELP it that the Wrecking Ball song is stuck in ma head.
I feel sad for Miley. I mean, I don't agree or fancy how she's acting lately (esp after VMA) but everyone should cut her some slack. She broke off with (gorgeous) Liam after a 4 yrs relationship and with all the speculation going on, she's probably going through an extremely tough time now. But kudos to her for being able to produce such a song! Definitely one of my all time favs for this yr. It reminds me so much about my previous relationship.
"We clawed, we chained, our hearts in vain
We jumped, never asking why
We kissed, I fell under your spell
A love no one could deny
Don't you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you
I can't live a lie, running for my life
I will always want you
I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me
I put you high up in the sky
And now, you're not coming down
It slowly turned, you let me burn
And now, we're ashes on the ground
We jumped, never asking why
We kissed, I fell under your spell
A love no one could deny
Don't you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you
I can't live a lie, running for my life
I will always want you
I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me
I put you high up in the sky
And now, you're not coming down
It slowly turned, you let me burn
And now, we're ashes on the ground
Don't you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you
I can't live a lie, running for my life
I will always want you
I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me
I came in like a wrecking ball
Yeah, I just closed my eyes and swung
Left me crashing in a blazing fall
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me
I never meant to start a war
I just wanted you to let me in
And instead of using force
I guess I should've let you win
I never meant to start a war
I just wanted you to let me in
I guess I should've let you win
Don't you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you"
I will always want you
I can't live a lie, running for my life
I will always want you
I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
All I wanted was to break your walls
All you ever did was wreck me
I came in like a wrecking ball
Yeah, I just closed my eyes and swung
Left me crashing in a blazing fall
All you ever did was wreck me
Yeah, you, you wreck me
I never meant to start a war
I just wanted you to let me in
And instead of using force
I guess I should've let you win
I never meant to start a war
I just wanted you to let me in
I guess I should've let you win
Don't you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you"
Now moving on to upcoming events! I will be busy finishing up my (overloaded) assignments, attending weddings, modeling, spending time catching up with FDMS and FIA buddies, celebrating more September baby birthdays and maybe go support all my friends who has invited me to their events (Hottest Hunk Competition, Musical Performance, Private Pre-Sale Bazaar etc). Will try my best to keep this site more active! Bueno noches! ;)
xoxo
Friday, 13 September 2013
Techno Upgrade
I'm sure everyone has heard/seen/read about the release of the new iphone 5C's and iphone 5S's. You can google the specs and check out what it looks like on youtube so I'm not going to join the bandwagon and discuss about it.
What I want to share here is a new concept known as PhoneBloks (click to read more) .Personally, I think the idea is brilliant and the best part is you can customize your own phone as if putting together lego blocks *DOUBLE THUMBS UP* Watch the video and I'm sure you already want one. (at least I know I do! ;p)
What I want to share here is a new concept known as PhoneBloks (click to read more) .Personally, I think the idea is brilliant and the best part is you can customize your own phone as if putting together lego blocks *DOUBLE THUMBS UP* Watch the video and I'm sure you already want one. (at least I know I do! ;p)
It is not only creative and unique, but it also helps reduce wastage and save the environment. I know all the other hand phones available in the market are pretty sturdy and have tons of designs and osm specs, but I feel that somehow they are not as ideal as they can be. With every minimal change and improvement, they have to create a new phone. THIS however, is definitely thinking out-of-the box. Possible? Not possible? I'm no electrical engineer expert but if anyhow this were to be produced, I'd say Shut Up & Take My Money! Do help share <3
xoxo
Saturday, 7 September 2013
September Babies Celebration (Part 1)
Finally back home after a long day of celebration! ^^ Happy Birthday in advance to my darling Kar Men <3 Our friendship goes way back and I really don't know where I'd be without her. Being the rational thinker in our small groupie, she's always been there to give the best advice and just listen to whatever nonsense I have to say. Turning 20, I hope nothing changes between us and LONG LIVE OUR SISTAHOOD! :) Stay healthy, cheerful and gorgeous!
Fel & I planned to celebrate Kar Men's birthday in advance because our schedules for the following week was going to be pretty hectic. We initially planned to take her out for a nice lunch then watch a movie (which we have not done in ages!) and end it with a nice hi-tea picnic at Kepong Metropolitan park. But due to the unpredictable rainy weather, we decided to change our plans and go karaoke instead. Kar Men attended a farewell brunch before she met us therefore we just went for KinKin's Chili Pan Mee in Publika. (she really wanted to try it :p)
Fel & I planned to celebrate Kar Men's birthday in advance because our schedules for the following week was going to be pretty hectic. We initially planned to take her out for a nice lunch then watch a movie (which we have not done in ages!) and end it with a nice hi-tea picnic at Kepong Metropolitan park. But due to the unpredictable rainy weather, we decided to change our plans and go karaoke instead. Kar Men attended a farewell brunch before she met us therefore we just went for KinKin's Chili Pan Mee in Publika. (she really wanted to try it :p)
KinKin's Dry Chili Pan Mee
Not bad! I love the soup x)
Rm7.90
After that, we brought her to Loudspeaker at Kota Damansara and I'm so glad that she was surprised and happy. The last time we went karaoke together was when.....I can't even remember. lol. We decided to combine our 'hi-tea' and karaoke session together so we prepared all the sweet stuff and brought it there.
Nice anot? xD *proud of myself for the set-up*
We bought vanilla crepe cake, macaroons, chocolate wafers, fruit tarts, pudding pastry,
red bean bread, twisted bread sticks, grapes, marshmellows, green tea polo bun,
nougats, chocolates and also 6 mini different flavored cupcakes.
6 mini cupcakes for Rm10
Nothing is complete without marshies! <3
Right after we've spent almost 3 hours singing our lungs out, I rushed home, got ready and head back out for another birthday celebration at Ara Hill. It was a pool party to celebrate Nic's (my neighour) and Yusof's 21st Birthday.
OOTD
OOTD with a smile that you can't really see :p
"Mata-sepet Mr Hunk"
Lil Thomas (he is super adorable I tell you!!) messing with Nic's hair
Birthday boys :)
Look at that cake!! It's so cute! haha :D
Made friends with a bunch of girls.
Might be meeting them at Zouk tmrw ;)
Candid shot of Adriane (the Mr Hunk smiling in white! ^^)
Anyway, Happy Birthday to both Nicholas and Yusof.
Thanks for the invite and I hope you guys had a great time.
xoxo
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